hi readers,

Sometimes I wonder who am i??

i mean am i really doing justice to myself??

i get the "Mai aisa kyu hu" type of feeling.The difference of course being that I am not Hrithik Roshan and am definitely not being paid for dancing wierdly on this track.Enough,(why do i get carried away when i talk of hrithik) anyway,what i mean to say is i am SO CONFUSED.

Never ever do i feel like taking the initiative for anything.I mean come to think of it,a decision as big as selecting a stream for myself also was not my own.Landed up in MNNIT,electronics engineer somehow.Just because all my cousins were into engineering and coachings were the coolest thing to do in 11th-12th for even the slightly 'padhaku' type kids.But somehow that does'nt satisfy me.
i mean, i know i should be out there somewhere(i don't know),doing something else but...i m here.(lying down on my bed and writing this post!!!!)
i always get a feeling...something is missing..something else has to be done by me which i am not doing..as if a higher power is trying to show me,pull me towards it but i am just not reading the signs right....
its so disgusting and trapping.does dis happen wid u all 2?? m i thinking a lot????
should i let life continue dis way(which isn't dat bad,u knw!!),if not then what should i do???

Guess someday the answers are going to come to me..till den..waiting waiting waiting..

hey friends..

bak again n dis tym definitely nt depressed as usual..some change..well yeah..

really wanted 2 talk bout 'time'...All of us at some stage of tym have realized the importance of time or rather d lack of it..bt d question is do v really need 2 blame everything on tym..

xams ke liye nai padha..tym nahi tha yaar...

school friend in city..bt dint go 2 meet dem...y?? tym nahi tha yaar...

someday v really might need 2 hear what our conscience tells us 4 a change n den v wil 4get blaming time...a very li'l effort is required in most cases..it can b in d form of determination,acceptance,understanding or simply listening 2 what ur heart has 2 say wid closed eyes..believe me people..even u knw dis somewhere deep inside u dat it wasnt time who was at fault most of the time...

in fact i feel its all about 'timing time'...but dat wud happen only when d basic understanding grows..in my case,i dnt think i cn ever understand d ryt time 4 things 2 happen...ryt time 4 trying 2 make things happen...den how do i xplain my logic...d best part is smtyms time has its own timing..u dnt really need to do anything..u dont need 2 think...dats what is "going wid da flow of things"...and believe me dis definitely works...coz ders smthng called faith..in god..in ur destiny and in urself...
so frens..lets get things done 4 ourselves or simply wait 4 dem 2 happen..and who knows the timing of time might surprise u as well...like it does 2 me...most of the time.......:)