hi readers,

Sometimes I wonder who am i??

i mean am i really doing justice to myself??

i get the "Mai aisa kyu hu" type of feeling.The difference of course being that I am not Hrithik Roshan and am definitely not being paid for dancing wierdly on this track.Enough,(why do i get carried away when i talk of hrithik) anyway,what i mean to say is i am SO CONFUSED.

Never ever do i feel like taking the initiative for anything.I mean come to think of it,a decision as big as selecting a stream for myself also was not my own.Landed up in MNNIT,electronics engineer somehow.Just because all my cousins were into engineering and coachings were the coolest thing to do in 11th-12th for even the slightly 'padhaku' type kids.But somehow that does'nt satisfy me.
i mean, i know i should be out there somewhere(i don't know),doing something else but...i m here.(lying down on my bed and writing this post!!!!)
i always get a feeling...something is missing..something else has to be done by me which i am not doing..as if a higher power is trying to show me,pull me towards it but i am just not reading the signs right....
its so disgusting and trapping.does dis happen wid u all 2?? m i thinking a lot????
should i let life continue dis way(which isn't dat bad,u knw!!),if not then what should i do???

Guess someday the answers are going to come to me..till den..waiting waiting waiting..